haiz..dunno y today sad..haha..Morning 8 wake up..then 8.30 go help ah gong change his ic address at police post..then jiu shun bian buy breakfast for me and my didi..haha..then 1 go work..today giv 1.5k each with my didi eh friend..then reach home around 10..bath and hav dinner..haiz..then 11 online..Y do people always tak advantage when they have been treated nicely?? .. i everytum let my didi use com..this few day hardly use..jux now wanted to come online to blog nia..he also dunn let then i show him some colours by pushing him away nia..and u noe what i get scolding from my mother too.. Dont they noe that i hav a limit too??..he have been using com since morning and some more i am older than him..My mum still can tell me that u noe that his is lyk that jus let him..what is this man!!..i am still not good as a elder brother ar??..I am a failure??..heard that some of my frien elder siblings dunn even let them use com.. forget that they dunn understand me..and in fact no one in this world understand me..haha..i reali so wish i was never ever been born out in this world.. so much so that i won hav so much responsible..i dont know y i hav to do so much thing..everyday hosework & buy meals for my brother when my parent is out..wash duck when there is any and always b a good elder brother..what for i do so much??..who will appreciate them??...it slowly become a must to do for me..What can i do?? Cry or Die??